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3/09/2017

My bisexual experience

Male, after 90 years. Currently enrolled in a high New York school. Apply a very popular online words, the overall feeling is - a gentle woman, men stunning time.
    High one to pay the first girlfriend. She was the kind of very bright and very sunny girls, loved sports, passionate. The first time to pull her hand, the first kissed  her, the first time touched her body, so many times now want to still can not calm. She was always full of vitality, always laughing, shy but not coy, naive but not naive. We liked  to play with friends like, together to learn, with the movement, the evening self-study secretly hiding in the small garden of the school quietly hugged, every day to find a lot of interesting things. That carefree years were so good. At that time naive thought I would go with her and I could not imagine without her day. Sophomore because of the occurrence of some things, coupled with the discovery of both parents continue to exert pressure, slowly became  silent, together gradually feeled bored or even fear. Die and leave too much regret.

 Later, ah, one day I suddenlied  found, like the next class that often played  together with the buddy children. It was  a completely different feeling, not the same vitality. When he was racing on the pitch half of the time when I steals, when I was shovel he laughed and pulled up when he kicked a ball off the shirt when exposed strong body, that moment he seemed Guti possessed, the sun in his body with a layer of gold, blood kept in my mind crest. He was as young as I am, confident, passionate and dreaming. We became good friends. Men do not have so much muddy water, you Lennon I Lennon, soon one day after the night running with me confession, he declined, but still let me kiss him. For the first time and men kiss, the kind of tension, excitement, conquest and the sense of conquest and girls were completely different. After the relationship, as always, good buddies children, still watching together, play, learn, sitting on the balcony on the fourth floor to see my sister sun bragging. I do not want to speculate on his sexual orientation, there are brothers so, enough.
   High third degree brain pumping, with the family out of the cabinet, in exchange for the mother's hysterical and father's sigh. Family relations once let me repressed, but fortunately the family still beat the prejudice. Although they have not been able to fully understand me so far, but at least they have never mean to love and respect for me. College entrance examination is not very good but fairly normal.
    After entering the university free, and a man and a daughter. But no longer love before the kind of unforgettable feeling. Perhaps it is in the kind of tension, depression, semi-enclosed environment, love is really sincere and profound. Freshman had a crush on teaching our English listening class teacher. She is mature, sexy, playful. Seems to be sensitive to my feelings, often in the WeChat shouting my child, told me to complete some extra-curricular tasks such as speaking and listening and speaking and the like. My spoken English is so much improved. Unfortunately, she has been married, I am very clear what to do, what things can not think about it. And later gradually broke the contact.
    Now I may be more like older than I am a mature woman, if smart, really will be very sexy. This woman always has a kind of comfort the heart of the power, let me firm, let me brave. Man Well, I like masculine, looks more handsome, it is best to like me like football and travel. This will have infinite passion and experience. It seems a bit different from the others, I do not like the neutral style. University met some of the gay, but still feel that they do not have much common language, so far there is no knowledge of bisexual, quite helpless bar. Want to return to that pure age, and then so cautiously and wantonly love a field.
    Who is the same as who I am with? This is really a tangled question.

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